Thank you to all my friends for your patience in waiting for the final parts of 'The Bilge' while I overcame life's obstacles. I hope you enjoy it!
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Part
Three: Reality
A
deep hum surrounded Sara. Along with the drone tingling her skin and ears, came
the perception of walls. Perfect. It had
not been real after all, her extraction from the metal prison, which meant he could not intrude on her waking
world. She sighed. She was relieved, knowing the only chance he had of reaching
her was in a dream, and that was really just punishment.
But something was different. She did
not feel cold. Her belly no longer ached in its excruciating need for food,
although, her hunger was never satisfied. And, she felt stronger, more alive than
ever. Or at least as long as she could reach back and remember. Which surprised
her, because she could remember a lot, in fact, her focus was positively
astounding. She remembered the dreams he used to punish her with, and how in
the dreams she could not remembered her true predicament. In her prison, he
never let her hold on long enough to grasp why she was there in the first
place. Not now, no, the answers to the riddles were coming clear.
“Are you awake?” A whisperer asked.
It startled her. Every muscle
tightened. Her eyes snapped open.
“You are awake. Good,” a man said. He
wore a uniform she did not recognize.
Her gaze slid past the man to the
room. A hospital room, though not exactly much like one in a hospital. The room
held a vaster array of equipment than she was used to.
He must have recognized her
puzzlement. “You’re on a military ship. It was the closest to the deepwater
workboat’s location. Do you understand what I’m saying?”
Sara tried her voice. “Yes.” The sound
was smooth, lubricated. She was no longer dehydrated. Tubes and bags hung
nearby, feeding her. Her hopes instantly shattered.
“Can you tell me your name?”
Of course she could, and she would
tell him much more than that. Things he would not believe.
“Sara.”
“No last name?” he pried.
Death, which is the last name she
wanted to declare. Because death is what her presence would bring.
“You have to get me off this boat.”
The look he gave dashed any ideas of
an easy release. “Well, that’s impossible. We’re hundreds of miles from shore.
And the military isn’t going to turn this ship around for one person. No matter
how much of an enigma you present. You’re lucky we were on our way out when the
workboat sent a distress.”
She racked her brain to find a way to
express the danger lurking minutes, maybe even seconds away. Anything she said
would be branded as crazy talk, the kind that comes from living in a box for
who knew how long.
“Sara, you can call me Doc. You’ve
been out for almost a week, not a peep, sleeping like the dead.”
Sara kept her shock to herself. Even a
day was too long to be gone and unprepared for the worst.
“You do realize you were
pulled—according to the boat’s crew—from depths no human could survive? And
found inside a reinforced and sealed off bilge?”
Her head shake and downturned gaze confirmed
his statement.
“You’re off the charts Sara. Mind
telling me your story? If you don’t give it to me, a few of the boys around
here get itchy to do everything at gun-point.”
Yeah, she knew all about guns, even
had herself an arsenal at one time. How the tables had turned. She gazed around
the room one more time and sighed.
Staring hard into the doctor’s eyes,
she began by replying, “You won’t believe a word of what I tell you, and by
then, it will be too late. In fact, it’s already too late.”
The doctor smiled. “Try me. Your blood
tests came back abnormal. I need to find out what that means. However, the
container you were in tested negative for infections. No one has shown any
signs of illness, but I have to ask if you’re carrying any unknown contagions?”
Sara smirked. “No. The danger is
coming from outside the ship, not from me.”
“Are you saying someone is after you?
Were you hiding?”
Her eyes closed from the exasperation
of his prodding. The answers to his questions were far more complicated than a
simple explanation. Some of the past was still fuzzy in her head. The many
years of illusions still made it difficult to pinpoint the truths. However, there
was one thing she did remember clearly. Her eyes opened. “I was the leader of
an elite team, and I was tricked into my imprisonment.”
The doctor seemed confused. “You mean
the bilge?”
“Yes.” She inhaled the sterile air and
continued. “Don’t try to verify who or what sort of team I led—you won’t get
any answers from your government. We were beyond top secret.”
A guffaw escaped the doctor. “C’mon
Sara, do you know how cliché that sounds? Why don’t you start by telling me the
truth?”
In her anger she tried to sit up, but
the doc pushed her back down. “I have no reason to lie!”
“All right, settle down. What function
did this team serve?”
Her lips pursed. The longer she stayed
in this bed, the more time she lost in preparation. “To hunt the nightmares you
most fear. Reality does not run in a straight line. There are many dimensions
to this present universe, and the universes beyond.”
Now it was his turn to sigh. She could
tell he did not believe her. “Sara, what year do you think this is?”
Confused, she looked around. “I don’t
know.”
His head bobbed up and down to some
question he must have answered in his mind. “It’s 2016.”
Her eyes widened and she gasped. So
much time had passed!
“You seem surprised,” he said.
“Yes ….”
He waved a hand to catch her distant
gaze. “Hey, stay with me Sara.”
Snapping her gaze directly to his, she
growled, “No matter what I say, you have already made up your mind that I am
crazy.”
A soldier appeared in the doorway. The
doctor swiveled in his chair and barked. “Hey, I’m in the middle of—”
“Sir, Doctor, Sir, bogies have been
spotted. Our orders are to take the woman to a secure bay.”
After all this time, he had finally
arrived. Sara ripped the needles and cords from her body and jumped out of the
bed as the two soldiers moved to grab her arms. The Doc looked profoundly
flabbergasted, and a bit scared. She knew he questioned the reality of her
words. Too bad for him—and her—the danger had arrived.
“Let go of me and give me a weapon,”
she cried, as they hauled her down a corridor. At every turn, military
personnel ran to and fro, determined to get to their positions in case the
unidentified objects on the radar proved malicious. Sara began to panic as
well. What would he do to her? It was the one question she had no answer for.
She only remembered the promise that if she ever left the bilge, he would find
her. And bring hell with him.
It was obvious to her that they had no
intention of letting her go or supplying her with a means of defense. As they
dragged her farther down into the bowels of the ship, a loud boom surrounded
it. Deep rumblings and pinging sounded, halting the guards as they glanced
about in fear. The ship rocked. The men let go of her. Instead of running, she too stayed and listened. From above came
the faintest hint of screaming. The guards were hesitant to move, in the
confusion of the moment, they realized the ship was under attack.
One of the guards grabbed her by the
arm and squeezed, demanding an answer, “What is going on up there?”
“You wouldn’t believe me,” she
replied.
The other guard responded, “Shit we
don’t have time for this. Leave her here. We need to get up there!”
Her arm hurt as the other man dug his
fingers into her flesh. “That wasn’t our orders.”
“Screw orders, shit’s hitting the fan
up there!” He was right. A horrible racket seemed to be tearing the ship apart.
Blasting and shrieking came down the passage promising carnage.
Her protests went unheard as they
dragged her back the way they had come. In the upper levels there was madness.
The ship had been riddled with blasts and smoke. A few bodies lay on the floor
in pools of blood where the deadly shrapnel of the vessel had smote them.
Sara’s terror increased. The sight of the blood woke something inside her. The
doctor appeared hollering for them to retreat. His eyes locked onto hers.
“No,” she yelled. “Is the bilge on
this ship?” She had to know, it was the only chance for survival. If she made
it back inside, perhaps he would
leave her alone.
“The bilge stayed on the workboat,”
the Doc replied.
Surprisingly, the guard let go of her
arm, reached behind his back and withdrew a Beretta and handed it over to her.
“You know how to use one of these?”
The ship heaved sideways as she
shouted an affirmative and attempted to steady herself. Down the passage came a
roar and several military personal screaming. There was a sudden jumble of profound
confusion as blood sprayed the walls and body parts seemed to explode and cover
her in gore. Hands shaking, she pointed the gun in the direction of the
horrible noises. Bodies lay around her in a jumble of steamy intestines and
dismemberment. The doctor’s head rested with a gaping mouth on top of the torso
of the guard who had given her the gun.
Her terror increased. Goop dripped off
the barrel of the weapon as she waited with bated breath for whatever
monstrosity had arrived. The corridor remained silent. She stepped over the
corpses and continued, keeping the muzzle pointed ahead. Then she heard a noise
that was all at once familiar, and utterly horrendous. A clacking and pawing, as
of large hooves roaming a desolate canyon echoed behind the garbled and distorted
language of unfathomable beasts.
She lost her sense of courage then.
Retreating back the way she had come, her mind unhinged, her only thought was to
find a hiding place, somewhere she could not be found. Of course—the deepest
recesses of the ship! If she could find her way down, perhaps there would be
another space to crawl into, to let her mind sleep. Maybe then, she would be
safe.
Part
Four: Wake
She
fled. There were others she passed, looking baffled and perplexed. They had
given up and gazed on her despondently, hoping for an answer or an ending. And
the ending came upon them quickly. An invisible force that only they seemed to
comprehend rent every one as she ran onward and away from the infernal echoes
of the unseen devils. When she hit the stairs leading to the darkest fathoms of
the ship, she listened. Nothing, the ship’s thick layers muted any signs of the
struggle from above.
Holding her breath, she descended the
stairs. The space below was empty of life. Only a small amount of light from the
boats machinery imprinted an eerie glowing. She searched frantically to find a
place to hide. Pulling open a hatch, she gazed down into a dark hole—perfect.
Half-way in, the ruckus began. A cavalry of beastly clatter announced she had
been found. She aimed the gun in the direction of the noise and fired.
Something howled, followed by a rasping growl.
Monstrous footfalls charged forward.
She jumped from the ladder with the hatch slamming down overhead. The air
rushed out of her as she hit the damp floor, gun skittering out of her grasp.
“Shit!” On her knees, she searched for
the Beretta. The hatch banged open. Her fingers closed around the barrel. She
snatched it up and ran blind in the dark space.
They were following her inside! A
sharp crack of a voice, guttural and hair rising, called out in its strange
language. She turned to fire, still running, and … “Argh!” smacked into a wall.
This
is the end, she thought as she lay sprawled on the cold floor. Quickly
gathering herself, Sara backed into the wall, arms wrapped around her knees.
She huddled there, and waited.
The beasts came slowly, chattering
back and forth. One barked an apparent order and the rest went silent. They
were close enough now that she could feel their infernal breath warming the
frigid space. She closed her eyes and scrunched tighter against the wall. All
was silent, but she knew they were there. This was not a figment of her
imagination. Her eyes opened. A light flicked on, bathing her in radiance. It
burned her retinas. She blinked rapidly, the light painful.
“Sara?” questioned a male voice. What
was happening? She couldn’t respond. “The name the humans gave you is Sara, but
you are not a human. Can you understand what I am saying?”
Confused, her brain glitches—literally—she
felt as if a switch had clicked over mechanically. “Yes, I understand. Who are
you?” But she knew … she knew it was him.
“Do you not remember me?”
“You have come to destroy me,” she
said. A sound of grating laughter erupted from the creatures.
The voice of him ordered more light. When the corridor was lit, Sara gasped.
Giants filled the space. Her mind reeled as she tried to focus on their true
form, which appeared to dazzle and mutate quicker than her eyes could adjust
to. What she could fathom was their huge and numerous limbs—armored and clawed—displaying
an impressive arrangement of weapons.
He
bore closer to her. His eyes level with hers; she was mesmerized by the coal
fires of hell that burned within his large, intense orbs. “No, it is not my
intention to destroy the one I had long ago given up hope of finding.”
His words disturbed her. What manner
of new torment did he have planned? “I … I don’t know what you mean. You
entrapped me and swore that if I ever left, you would hunt me down.”
The creatures became excited, their
banter momentarily heated. Then, silence. “It was not I who trapped you. It was
the humans. You are our queen.”
Sara stared emptily, the monsters were
speaking nonsense.
He continued, “A war raged between the
humans and our kind. In the end it was the human commander who defeated you.
You disappeared in the blink of an eye. We were forced to leave this planet,
our leader had been vanquished. Or so we thought. When the humans released you,
it ignited the tracker.”
No, this was another dream. She was
not one of these monsters. How could she be? Another layer of her supposed
memories sloughed away. In its absence, a new memory replaced it. They were different
eyes now, not the eyes of the creature before her, but of a fierce man, his
grim face and cackling laughter following her descent into a dark hole. He had
made this place in her mind, and when the transformation was complete, he had buried
her where no one would find her. And if this were true, then so were the other
memories that came back now. Horrible pictures of death, by her hand. No, no,
no, no … and now she could see it was even her own self that had killed the
doctor, the humans on the ship. Sara screamed.
The creatures snatched her up. The one
she had thought of only as him
cradled her in his arms as they left the bowels of the ship. She didn’t bother
to struggle, there was no use. She belonged to this tribe of fiends.
The deck was in shambles, utterly
destroyed. Blood and bodies littered every inch of space. And there above,
hovered the massive sky-ships of her kin. Her humanity slipped away. What
replaced it was the knowing that her hunger would never be satiated, that she
was the nightmare, she was him. There
were no longer any walls to save the world.










